Mel mentioned: “I used to be so low that two weeks into filming The X Issue I’d began utilizing cocaine to get me by the run of the present. “I used to be a mentioned, pathetic particular person. I used to be uncontrolled,” she wrote in her new autobiography, Brutally Sincere, serialised in The Solar on Sunday. She revealed she would take two traces of the drug when she first wakened with the intention to deal with filming.

“Then I might pray, ‘God, I’m sorry for taking cocaine, however please God assist me get by this present day,’” she defined.

“It numbed my ache. It lifted my up sufficient to be prepared to fireside on all cylinders and overlook about all the pieces however the present.”

The Spice Women star mentioned she snorted as much as six traces of cocaine a day throughout her marriage to Stephen Belafonte.

Mel insisted she by no means took the drug throughout X Issue reveals and mentioned she doesn’t imagine it affected her efficiency on the collection.

She defined she “didn’t want something” as soon as she was at work on the present, “cracking jokes” with Simon Cowell and having enjoyable with the crew.

However when she left, she recalled: “The cocaine would come again out of my bag and up into my nostril. One line, one other line, and sure, one other and one other. My quick-fix reply was cocaine.”

Opening up about her wrestle with melancholy and nervousness throughout her 10-year marriage to Stephen, whom she wed in 2007, she mentioned she was taking 5 – 6 traces of cocaine a day earlier than and after work.

She spoke about Stephen’s response to her drug use, saying he would “yell” at her and warn her to consider her “picture”.

Mel and Stephen share seven-year-old daughter Madison collectively.

The mother-of-three, who additionally has two different daughters, Phoenix, 19, from her marriage to Jimmy Gulzar, and Angel, 11, from her relationship with Eddie Murphy, finalised her divorce from Stephen final 12 months and ended their lengthy court docket battle in August when she was ordered to pay his £270,000 authorized charges.

The decide additionally threw out restraining orders the couple had utilized for towards one another.

Their settlement noticed the pair agreeing to voluntarily keep 200 yard away from one another, with exceptions being made for Madison’s college occasions and extracurricular actions.

The Spice Woman settled her home violence court docket case towards Stephen and their former nanny, Lorraine Giles, final 12 months, after claiming he had subjected her to years of bodily and psychological abuse.

Mel additionally claimed the nanny had conspired together with her now ex-husband to threaten to launch express movies of her.

The pair denied the allegations and Stephen mentioned Mel’s “routine and consisted dependancy” to cocaine and alcohol was a difficulty of their marriage.

In court docket papers filed throughout divorce proceedings and obtained by The Solar, Mel claimed her ex-husband advert repeatedly crushed her and likewise alleged he had compelled her to have intercourse with different girls which he had then secretly filmed and threatened to launch.

Stephen known as the claims a “smear marketing campaign” and mentioned mentioned allegations he had received Lorraine pregnant “outrageous and unfounded”.

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